vulnerable

17 hours...


That's a lot to be taking in one semester. It's a little challenging, but I always like a challenge. Here are my classes:

ADSC (Animal Companion Care)
POUL (Avian Reproductive Physiology)
VPHY (Elements of Physiology)
MIBO lab (microbiology lab)
MIBO lecture (microbiology)
CBIO (neurobiology)

Most would think that I'm crazy, and I probably am, but as it stands now, if I drop my minor I can graduate by December. Isn't that insane!!!??? Graduate early?? This is, of course, if I don't get into vet school this year. I'm still keeping my fingers crossed that I don't receive any kind of letter from the vet school until end of March/beginning of April. That is when they send out all of the acceptance/wait listed letters. I'm praying for a huge evelope.

Everyone says that I have a good chance of getting in. Why is everyone else so confident that I'll get in, yet I am the one that feels like a failure already?

What am I going to do if I don't get in? Obiviously I'll finish up my undergrad, but what about if I don't get in the following year? What am I going to do? Grad school of some sort I imagine. Biochemistry.... maybe? Go for my PhD??

I feel so vulnerable... I hate that feeling.

Happy Valentine's Day

Don't you miss the days of elementary school where you used to make your own valentines and put them in everyone's boxes?

Then at what point does Valentine's day become Singles Awareness Day? Thankfully, I am no longer a single. I used to get so depressed during this time of year because you make the resolution to find someone who makes you laugh and blah blah blah, and then all you come up with a bunch of shallow ass holes. Out of the bunch there may be a couple who are worthy of being a terrific boyfriend.

I believe I have found one! I have been dating him for almost a year and a half now, and I'm completely happy with him! He takes care of me, and I, him.

I couldn't be happier! :)

This is the first time in a long time.