Crazy

So this weekend we have no game... thank GOD! I have so much I need to get done this weekend: 1. change oil 2. buy sneakers (may not happen... we'll see) 3. polish off the avtacs map.. money money money! 4. STUDY BIO!!!! 5. STUDY OCHEM!

That's right Monday I have a bio test and Wednesday an ochem test. Could my life suck just a little less at the moment? Yes... yes, I believe it could.

I'm going to pull my hair out... well, metaphorically.

Oh! Awkward Story!
So here is a conversation I had with a random person that I know inadvertently (sp?) For the sake of protection, the other person's sn has been removed

: hi, you don't know me..but i wanted to talk to you..because you know someone that i do...
Ginnie1106 (3:54:02 PM): who?
(3:54:45 PM): Brandon Tinker
(3:55:02 PM): do you remember when someone told you about some jewelry?
Ginnie1106 (3:55:15 PM): hhmm.. sounds vaugely familiar
(3:55:29 PM): well it was my jewelry...i am the ex girlfriend that he'd convinced you was crazy psycho bitch..
Ginnie1106 (3:55:38 PM): WHAT!?
(3:55:38 PM): but that's not why i'm writin
(3:55:50 PM): i wanted you to know what he'd done to me
Ginnie1106 (3:55:51 PM): i will gladly give back the jewlery if you want it
(3:55:54 PM): no no
(3:55:58 PM): i don't mind..it's urs now
(3:56:06 PM): but ok..i dated him for a VERY long time..
(3:56:13 PM): and he cheated on me with you..
(3:56:17 PM): and visa versa
(3:56:28 PM): well i've been in this relationship with him over 2 1/2 yrs
Ginnie1106 (3:56:35 PM): wow
(3:56:43 PM): and i want you to see what happend to him and what kind of person he is
(3:56:48 PM): Evans man is accused of making death threatRichmond County sheriff's deputies arrested an Evans man who is accused of threatening to kill a 20-year-old Augusta woman, records show.Brandon Todd Tinker, 20, of the 4800 block of Hereford Farm Road in Evans, was charged Thursday with felony terroristic threats and acts, felony criminal damage to property in the second degree and misdemeanor battery, jail records state.A police report states that Andrea Dawn Bruehl, 20, told police Wednesday that Mr. Tinker held her against her will at her home in the 200 block of Timberbrook Circle and held a knife to her throat, threatening to kill her if she called for help.She also said he punched her several times and ripped an earring out of her left ear.
Ginnie1106 (3:57:39 PM): oh my God
(3:57:43 PM): yea...
(3:57:53 PM): this is the kinda stuff i've put up with the entire time...
(3:57:59 PM): now please tell me i'm crazy...
(3:58:11 PM): if i am..it's his fault
Ginnie1106 (3:58:17 PM): haha
Ginnie1106 (3:58:21 PM): that's understandable
(3:58:59 PM): i'm sorry that it hurt ur feelings when my friend told you about my jewelry..it just made me mad that he took my ring to get it re-sized and the bam..it was all gone when he went on that trip
Ginnie1106 (3:59:42 PM): i'm sorry for whatever hurt he's caused you... makes me feel better for dumping him though
(3:59:48 PM): yea
(4:01:59 PM): not to sound psycho or anything..ahha...but i've had ur sn for a long time..jsut from being over at his house and seeing him write u online a long time ago(his friend he said) and when i read ur blog thing...which i did from time to time..when i knew he was talkin to u...i blew up..then i read the one where you talked shit about him..and i sooo wanted to give u a high five for that one..haha
Ginnie1106 (4:02:28 PM): lol
Ginnie1106 (4:02:39 PM): i don't think your physco at all
(4:02:49 PM): thank god
(4:02:55 PM): cause that's one thing i'm not
Ginnie1106 (4:03:00 PM): me either
(4:03:00 PM): i hate how he tells everyone that
Ginnie1106 (4:03:18 PM): we all know now that he is the physco
(4:03:24 PM): yea
(4:03:29 PM): he could be in jail up to 10 yrs
Ginnie1106 (4:03:33 PM): where did you find that article?
Ginnie1106 (4:03:48 PM): that would be nice... no daddy to help him out on this one
:04:15 PM): its me...
(4:04:20 PM): that's who he did it to
Ginnie1106 (4:04:35 PM): omg!
Ginnie1106 (4:04:45 PM): i must be very naive
(4:04:49 PM): haha
Ginnie1106 (4:05:42 PM): i'm so sorry that he did that to you
Ginnie1106 (4:06:02 PM): was he still taking steriods?
(4:06:44 PM): not right now...now he's been on cocainetinkerbell2k03 (4:06:48 PM): and dealing drugs
Ginnie1106 (4:07:14 PM): oh my... had he been doing this while i was dating him?
(4:07:49 PM): no no..just the steriods then...but i won't lie...and i hope you don't hate me for it..cause he's been completely controlling over me..but he did cheat on u..
Ginnie1106 (4:08:13 PM): i feel like such a fool
(4:08:32 PM): i tried to tell you at one point..but he caught me..and that didn't fly so well
Ginnie1106 (4:08:42 PM): i can imagine
(4:09:21 PM): i was gonna call you...and then when you came to his house...yea..i waited for him..cause he said somethin bout goin to the bowling alley...but then he "changed" his plan
Ginnie1106 (4:10:22 PM): we still went to the bowling alley... how did he change his plan?(4:10:38 PM): cause he delayed it
(4:11:01 PM): he said he was goin at x time..and didn't
(4:11:34 PM): and he said he was goin with someone else and you had left..HA i knew better than that..ur car was still at his house..i was like u dumbass
Ginnie1106 (4:11:51 PM): haha
Ginnie1106 (4:11:56 PM): smart girl
(4:11:59 PM): i'm not stupid..by anymeans...yea he might be controlling and i might be scared of him..but i kno hiim like the back of my hand
Ginnie1106 (4:12:33 PM): the strength of a woman's will
(4:12:52 PM): i think i'm about as strong as they come
(4:13:00 PM): puttin up with his junk so long
Ginnie1106 (4:13:17 PM): why did you put up with it for so long?
(4:13:20 PM): fear
(4:14:26 PM): he always told me i wasn't gonna be with anyone else..that i'd wait on him no matter how long it took for him to "want me back"...all this junk..he'd hit..trap me in his room/bathroom etc...millions of things..
(4:14:55 PM): and i really feared my life the other night..and when he finally let me go to school that night...i ran off and he thought he was comin back to get me..but i changed that plan
(4:15:13 PM): but one good thing was that he voluntarily turned himself in and admitted it all...
Ginnie1106 (4:15:55 PM): wow
Ginnie1106 (4:16:02 PM): didn't see that last part coming
(4:16:08 PM): yea me neither
Ginnie1106 (4:16:19 PM): hey... i would love to chat later, but i need to pick up my friend and copy some old tests
(4:16:29 PM): ok...will do
Ginnie1106 (4:16:43 PM): ok then... ttyl
(4:16:45 PM): alrighty
(4:16:46 PM): bye

For those of you who do not know, Brandon was an ex-boyfriend of mine. We dated for maybe 2 months. You may look back at past entries for more information... prolly somewhere in the August/September area.... wow... it's been about a year. Interesting. Anyway, if you think about it, this could have happeed to any girl he dated... including me. He prolly could have raped me if he wanted to since I refused to have sex with him. *shudder*
So if I may give a word to all those girls out there who are dealing with the same kind of shit... get help now. Not every woman in this situation gets out of it alive.

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I worry...

way too fucking much. I really do. I know I do. People always tell me this and I know, but I can't help it. It's part of my high strung type A personality.

But sometimes I totally have a right to worry and be pissed off... fucking PMS.

Ok so, last night was wednesday (BPS night). Anyway, I woke up early to get my ochem lab shit done in time (which I did... just in time). I would have gotten it done earlier, but I forgot my keys so I was locked out of my apartment (fun times... I'll never forget my keys ever again!). Thankfully Dave was there to help me out and calm me down some before my anxiety got the best of me.
Afterwards, I decided to start planning a little for the weekend and head off to practice. Practice has sucked fucking ass the past few days: so UN-productive!! We haven't learned very much. Keck is a total control freak and doesn't take responsibility for his dumb shit (treats us like babies and when something goes wrong he blames us or doesn't admit it was his fault that he told us wrong). We've formed AAK (a pac group standing for auxilaries against Keck). He has sucked the fun out of Redcoats.... literally. Everyone gets pissed at him. We want Brett back. I don't think I want to do flag line next year... I'm just doing more than I can handle right now. I freak out when I have too much to do.

Plan for tonite: eventually eat dinner
bio lab report
study for geog test (test is tomm.... skipping bio to study)
study for geog test
dave comes over and drink (just what the doctor ordered!)

Oh... good bit of news: the band is going to China in May. I really want to go... we'll see. Money issue and may-mester classes possibility? But then again... it's fucking China! How many times do you get the chance to go to China for only $1800!! Seriously people...

Anyway, I need to study for this fucking geog test by myself cuz my study group decided not to show up... or maybe they were just so well concealed I didn't see them.... fuckers. They should have atleast put up a sign.... gggrrrr.

I hate....

being sick.
It all starts out with sneezing.... or a sore throat and cough. Sneezing like you have an allergic reaction to something.
Then, the phlegm causing hacking cough. fun times, yo.
Then, the runny and/or stopped up sinuses. With each sinus taking turns or being runny or stopped up.


It's fucking mid-September.... who gets sick in September!!!??? It's 90 degrees outside for goodness sake!!


I hate being sick.

If there is one thing nice about it, it's the fact that my absolutely terrific-incredible-awesome-caring-kind boyfriend takes care of me. *big smile* *hacking cough*
oh the misery.

Believe it or not...

But I think I'm the happiest person in the world right now. My reasoning?

Well, let's just say that I've finally found a guy in this world that makes me very happy and I make him happy too. He's the sweetest, kindest, most adorable... you get the picture ;) :P
Anyway, he's surpassed the "Perfect man 2.1".... he's like.... 10.5! hehe.
He's made me realize that not all men are scum of the earth.
He's makes me laugh all the time and I never get sick of his company. I dred the moments we are apart because dreams just aren't enough (are they ever?).
He makes me feel beautiful.

Enough said. I'm the luckiest girl right now.

*asterisk*

Saturday was the first game day of the season!! w00t! It was fantastic! The game wasn't all THAT exciting, but afterwards was.

After the game, Emmy and I met up with Dave and Clay (Dave's room mate). While giving them a ride home, we had long and hilarious talks about "cards" we get from different places (i.e. subway [who sucks because they don't do stamps anymore!]) We took the scenic route around because apparently every road becomes some sort of one way road. Note to self: Game day traffic sucks! Also, black velvet and hot temps do NOT mix well. End Side Note.
Anyway, on the way to taking them to their apartment, we decided to make a stop at zaxby's cuz it was a "good idea." Apparently, everyone else in Athens thought it was a good idea too. So we played a fun round of who's gonna be called next? in order to get our food... that was interesting. Dave seemed to think we were playing bingo ;) except we didn't have letters.... just numbers. Must be the midwestern type of bingo. hehehehe.

Sunday afternoon Dave and I departed for my sister's. On the way, we listened to Dan Cook who seems to be extremely funny. I ALWAYS enjoy listening to comedians. I love to laugh.
At my sister's, we had a cook out. Kat invited some of her work friends. Fun was had by all. Dave and I shared a few "moments" ** ;) santa white-cat-stalks-prey-krieky! **
So all-in-all we had an excellent weekend together, and we enjoyed every second of it even though every second "wasn't long enough." **

News, this just in: Emmy said that she and Clay thought that we look great together. Also, Emmy says that Dave is good to/for me. *blush bright red*

I must say this weekend tops all weekends!