Crazy

So this weekend we have no game... thank GOD! I have so much I need to get done this weekend: 1. change oil 2. buy sneakers (may not happen... we'll see) 3. polish off the avtacs map.. money money money! 4. STUDY BIO!!!! 5. STUDY OCHEM!

That's right Monday I have a bio test and Wednesday an ochem test. Could my life suck just a little less at the moment? Yes... yes, I believe it could.

I'm going to pull my hair out... well, metaphorically.

Oh! Awkward Story!
So here is a conversation I had with a random person that I know inadvertently (sp?) For the sake of protection, the other person's sn has been removed

: hi, you don't know me..but i wanted to talk to you..because you know someone that i do...
Ginnie1106 (3:54:02 PM): who?
(3:54:45 PM): Brandon Tinker
(3:55:02 PM): do you remember when someone told you about some jewelry?
Ginnie1106 (3:55:15 PM): hhmm.. sounds vaugely familiar
(3:55:29 PM): well it was my jewelry...i am the ex girlfriend that he'd convinced you was crazy psycho bitch..
Ginnie1106 (3:55:38 PM): WHAT!?
(3:55:38 PM): but that's not why i'm writin
(3:55:50 PM): i wanted you to know what he'd done to me
Ginnie1106 (3:55:51 PM): i will gladly give back the jewlery if you want it
(3:55:54 PM): no no
(3:55:58 PM): i don't mind..it's urs now
(3:56:06 PM): but ok..i dated him for a VERY long time..
(3:56:13 PM): and he cheated on me with you..
(3:56:17 PM): and visa versa
(3:56:28 PM): well i've been in this relationship with him over 2 1/2 yrs
Ginnie1106 (3:56:35 PM): wow
(3:56:43 PM): and i want you to see what happend to him and what kind of person he is
(3:56:48 PM): Evans man is accused of making death threatRichmond County sheriff's deputies arrested an Evans man who is accused of threatening to kill a 20-year-old Augusta woman, records show.Brandon Todd Tinker, 20, of the 4800 block of Hereford Farm Road in Evans, was charged Thursday with felony terroristic threats and acts, felony criminal damage to property in the second degree and misdemeanor battery, jail records state.A police report states that Andrea Dawn Bruehl, 20, told police Wednesday that Mr. Tinker held her against her will at her home in the 200 block of Timberbrook Circle and held a knife to her throat, threatening to kill her if she called for help.She also said he punched her several times and ripped an earring out of her left ear.
Ginnie1106 (3:57:39 PM): oh my God
(3:57:43 PM): yea...
(3:57:53 PM): this is the kinda stuff i've put up with the entire time...
(3:57:59 PM): now please tell me i'm crazy...
(3:58:11 PM): if i am..it's his fault
Ginnie1106 (3:58:17 PM): haha
Ginnie1106 (3:58:21 PM): that's understandable
(3:58:59 PM): i'm sorry that it hurt ur feelings when my friend told you about my jewelry..it just made me mad that he took my ring to get it re-sized and the bam..it was all gone when he went on that trip
Ginnie1106 (3:59:42 PM): i'm sorry for whatever hurt he's caused you... makes me feel better for dumping him though
(3:59:48 PM): yea
(4:01:59 PM): not to sound psycho or anything..ahha...but i've had ur sn for a long time..jsut from being over at his house and seeing him write u online a long time ago(his friend he said) and when i read ur blog thing...which i did from time to time..when i knew he was talkin to u...i blew up..then i read the one where you talked shit about him..and i sooo wanted to give u a high five for that one..haha
Ginnie1106 (4:02:28 PM): lol
Ginnie1106 (4:02:39 PM): i don't think your physco at all
(4:02:49 PM): thank god
(4:02:55 PM): cause that's one thing i'm not
Ginnie1106 (4:03:00 PM): me either
(4:03:00 PM): i hate how he tells everyone that
Ginnie1106 (4:03:18 PM): we all know now that he is the physco
(4:03:24 PM): yea
(4:03:29 PM): he could be in jail up to 10 yrs
Ginnie1106 (4:03:33 PM): where did you find that article?
Ginnie1106 (4:03:48 PM): that would be nice... no daddy to help him out on this one
:04:15 PM): its me...
(4:04:20 PM): that's who he did it to
Ginnie1106 (4:04:35 PM): omg!
Ginnie1106 (4:04:45 PM): i must be very naive
(4:04:49 PM): haha
Ginnie1106 (4:05:42 PM): i'm so sorry that he did that to you
Ginnie1106 (4:06:02 PM): was he still taking steriods?
(4:06:44 PM): not right now...now he's been on cocainetinkerbell2k03 (4:06:48 PM): and dealing drugs
Ginnie1106 (4:07:14 PM): oh my... had he been doing this while i was dating him?
(4:07:49 PM): no no..just the steriods then...but i won't lie...and i hope you don't hate me for it..cause he's been completely controlling over me..but he did cheat on u..
Ginnie1106 (4:08:13 PM): i feel like such a fool
(4:08:32 PM): i tried to tell you at one point..but he caught me..and that didn't fly so well
Ginnie1106 (4:08:42 PM): i can imagine
(4:09:21 PM): i was gonna call you...and then when you came to his house...yea..i waited for him..cause he said somethin bout goin to the bowling alley...but then he "changed" his plan
Ginnie1106 (4:10:22 PM): we still went to the bowling alley... how did he change his plan?(4:10:38 PM): cause he delayed it
(4:11:01 PM): he said he was goin at x time..and didn't
(4:11:34 PM): and he said he was goin with someone else and you had left..HA i knew better than that..ur car was still at his house..i was like u dumbass
Ginnie1106 (4:11:51 PM): haha
Ginnie1106 (4:11:56 PM): smart girl
(4:11:59 PM): i'm not stupid..by anymeans...yea he might be controlling and i might be scared of him..but i kno hiim like the back of my hand
Ginnie1106 (4:12:33 PM): the strength of a woman's will
(4:12:52 PM): i think i'm about as strong as they come
(4:13:00 PM): puttin up with his junk so long
Ginnie1106 (4:13:17 PM): why did you put up with it for so long?
(4:13:20 PM): fear
(4:14:26 PM): he always told me i wasn't gonna be with anyone else..that i'd wait on him no matter how long it took for him to "want me back"...all this junk..he'd hit..trap me in his room/bathroom etc...millions of things..
(4:14:55 PM): and i really feared my life the other night..and when he finally let me go to school that night...i ran off and he thought he was comin back to get me..but i changed that plan
(4:15:13 PM): but one good thing was that he voluntarily turned himself in and admitted it all...
Ginnie1106 (4:15:55 PM): wow
Ginnie1106 (4:16:02 PM): didn't see that last part coming
(4:16:08 PM): yea me neither
Ginnie1106 (4:16:19 PM): hey... i would love to chat later, but i need to pick up my friend and copy some old tests
(4:16:29 PM): ok...will do
Ginnie1106 (4:16:43 PM): ok then... ttyl
(4:16:45 PM): alrighty
(4:16:46 PM): bye

For those of you who do not know, Brandon was an ex-boyfriend of mine. We dated for maybe 2 months. You may look back at past entries for more information... prolly somewhere in the August/September area.... wow... it's been about a year. Interesting. Anyway, if you think about it, this could have happeed to any girl he dated... including me. He prolly could have raped me if he wanted to since I refused to have sex with him. *shudder*
So if I may give a word to all those girls out there who are dealing with the same kind of shit... get help now. Not every woman in this situation gets out of it alive.